Just a few years back,
I was the last person to think that psychologically handling retirement could
be a challenge. For me, it was a non-issue and talking about it seemed a waste
of time. How could you feel bad being on vacation all the time?
Now with a couple
leaves of absence under my belt, I must admit that to my complete surprise, my
mental wellbeing has been somewhat put to the test. A lot more than expected
because to be honest, I anticipated zilch, nothing, no problem at all. With
experience, I now know better. It’s kind of ironic because many know me as the
one that plans everything. But I did not plan what may be considered obvious.
I have to confess it
has been much more trying than I thought. Again, during this year’s extended
time off, I mostly battled with guilt and having too much time to think. It may
appear silly but, choosing what to do with all that free time can become a
burden. You probably won’t feel sorry for me and I know, another great problem
to have…